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The Lonely and Forgotten Poems


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Hey I decided that since I like to write poems to help release some of my sad emotions that I should put some up on this page at to let others do the same. So this is a place to leave your poems.



There is now a page 2 & 3 for the poems, page 1 & 2 are now password protected to prevent more poems being added to this page. Add your poems to Page 3. If there is an error on one of the poems, please send me a message that you would like to see it changed.


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I Saw

I saw you from up close,
I saw you from a far.
No matter what I do,
No matter where you are,
The one thing that matters most,
Is that I couldn't make you see.
The one who cares about you,
Is mostly me.

I saw you from up close,
I saw you from a far.
You never seemed to notice,
That you left a deep and painful scar.
A scar that remains in my heart,
A scar that will always be.
The one you really care about,
Well, that isn't me.

I saw you from up close,
I saw you from a far.
Every night I miss you,
I look up to a star.
While I stare up at the sky,
I feel all dreamy,
But when I awake,
The one crying, well that is me.

I saw you from up close,
I saw you from a far.
Because of you, my heart is black,
As black as night, or as black as char.
I walk through darkness now,
Days and nights all feel stormy,
Tears that fall like rain,
The tears that came from me.

I saw you from up close,
I saw you from a far.
I waited to see you,
I wondered where you are.
Now I know where you went,
And now I know we are not meant to be.
For you love someone,
But that someone is not me.

I saw you,
But it holds no value.
For when you finally saw me,
There was already someone else for you.
You saw me,
And I saw you.
You love her,
And there is nothing I can do.

I saw her,
And I am glad.
Although I am in misery,
I am happy someone gets the love that I have never had.
Even if I depressed,
Someone else will be happy.
Even if it can't be me,
At least they don't feel crappy.

I saw the two of you,
And though you saw me,
I feel all I was to you,
Was an annoying bee.
I wanted to be near,
To see what I missed out on.
I can see in your eyes,
All you want is me to be gone.

I watch my life,
As it flashed my by,
I want to know,
Is this life all a lie?
Was I even meant to be here,
Or was I a mistake?
Is everything I feel real,
Or is it all fake.

I saw her,
I saw you.
You are happy,
Is there nothing I can do?
Nothing I could do to find this happiness,
Even if not with you,
But someone else,
Someone new.

I saw everything,
I saw nothing,
I saw happiness,
I saw every sad thing.
Now I wish that you can see,
How much you affected me.
But now I must disappear,
Do not bother to shed a tear.

[Crimson Angel]

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Tired

Tired is a word I know,
I am always feeling so low,
Tired is the way I feel,
About life, wondering what is really real.
Tired, exhausted, worn-out,
So much is in doubt.

Tired is a word I know,
My life feels so hollow,
I never seem to wake up.
From this dream stare hold-up.
Tired, exhausted, worn-out,
My life is a sell out.

Tired is a word I know,
My life, as dreary as a crow.
I always feel so tired,
My life has seemed to have backfired.
Tired, exhausted, worn-out,
My life is a wash-out.

[Crimson Angel]

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Would They Care?

If I was in despair,
Would they care?
If I was no longer here,
Would they shed a single tear?
If I should fall,
Would they call?
If I was depressed,
Would they think of me as a pest?
If I was in danger,
Would they become a stranger?
If I was taunted,
Would they make me feel wanted?
Is I moved elsewhere,
Would they care?
[Crimson Angel]

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Angst (II)

Cruel fate, agape its bloody maw
Has sent to me a vision frank:
For once again myself I saw,
With guts in hand, my eyeballs blank
Yet without words the sense I grasped:

“They killed me, friend, through numbers great,
They killed my dream through sword and flame,
I had to fall – such was my fate
Alas, to expire is life's aim”
And trembling he his heart held clasped

Alack, oh ghost whom living stole,
Your message reached my very soul
I apprehend, with sorrow deep
‘tis weak indeed to pray or weep
I merely sigh, for as I rave,
I hear the digging of a grave…
--[Dumnorix]

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Angst (III)

I stalk alone the rain-swept streets
The rain my dark fedora beats
As though the rain, and biting cold
Do make my grim resolve so bold

The river's waters, dark as tar
Cast dancing brightness from afar
I merely stand, as I do naught
But stand and watch, my nerves are taught

My heart is pounding, loud and clear
So hard that nothing else I hear.
As I look down, I see the stone…
With shackles to my leg it's sown.

And I look back, for one last time,
Before I plunge into the Rhine…
--[Dumnorix]

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Shattered

Tears fall from my face as you stand in front of me,
Telling me this is where it ends
This is where our paths will part never to meet again
You shattered my heart into a million pieces without so much a thought
How can my existence be so meaningless to you?
Have you forgotten the nights not so long ago we sat and talked late into the night
We devulged our souls to one another,
our deepest secrets we told
And now you betray me?
My heart was shattered by you and with out a thought you left me here in the dark.
--[Azuri]..yea i know it doesnt rhyme or anything but its my newest poem

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Tears of Love

The tears won't go away,
They always seem to ruin my day.
They just keep flowing,
My pain continues growing.
These tears leave a stain,
And they will always remain.
I have cried these tears for you,
Even though you never knew.
You mean so much to me,
I know we can never be.
My love for you is so pure,
You make me feel secure.
My love is such a waste,
Because I have been outraced.
Your love belongs to some one great,
And I know your love for her is fate.
I was not meant to love you,
To you my love holds no value.
These tears I cried,
And the love I have been denied,
The tears that stain my soul,
My heart you stole.
The tears won't go away,
They plague me night and day.
These tears of love,
Take flight like a dove.
My love was not meant to be,
You shall never love me…

[Crimson Angel]

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The Shadow

I’m standing in the cold.
I’m standing in the dark.
I’m standing behind you.
I’m standing in your shadow.

I can only see the light.
I can’t feel it on my face.
I can’t live up to it.
The standards of your shadow.

I’m caged into it.
I can’t push out of it.
No matter how I try.
I’m locked into your shadow.

I’m not as pretty.
I’m not as smart.
I’m not as perfect.
The curse of your shadow.

My words are unnoticed
My face is unseen.
My thoughts are unheard.
Hidden in your shadow

I flex these new muscles.
My wings have stretched.
The stars are my goal.
Outside of your shadow.

[Fyreferret]

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Given up

You have nothing to believe in
Not god, not love
You feel you’ve lost everything
You’ve given up on it all

(Chorus)
Why give up on love?
What is it worth?
Why give up on love?
When it hasn’t given up on you?

You don’t have any faith.
You’re made of stone.
You’re core is soft, it beats.
What’s it beating for?

It’s too early to tell,
Too early to have given up.
The pain is worth it
Don’t lay down and die

(Chorus)

Grab my hand
I’m trying so hard
Forgive me if I don’t know
The right words to say

Please hear me
I’m crying for you
I want you to be happy
Please don’t give up

(Chorus)
Don’t give up on love.
I’ll tell you what it’s worth
Don’t give up on love,
When it hasn’t given up on you.

[Fyreferret]

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My love for you

You hurt me,
More than anyone.
All I did,
Was let u in.
Gave u my trust,
Gave u my love,
Gave u everything u want.
Yet I was stupid,
Naïve for ever doing all of that
Stupid for loving u,
An idiot for admitting I loved u.
Because now u’ve gone,
And I am left.
Left alone,
With this pain.
This pain that seems to only grow.

Anger left me.
Hatred was never really there.
But what was there,
Was my love for u.
I love u still.
And after everything u did.
I’m still hurting,
Hurting myself,
For loving u.

U can’t turn on and off ur feelings wen u want,
Or wen it suits u.
Ur not human if u can,
And I’m human.
I can’t do that,
I want to so badly.
So I don’t feel wot I do,
But I can’t.
It’s there,
And its there to stay.
Something I need to accept.

U seemed to run,
Run from me.
Questions I asked,
And answers I needed.
What were u afraid of?
U’ve already done ur worse,
There was nothing more could,
But still u ran.
U beg me to stop,
I begged u once.
U never listened
But hurt me.
So now it’s my turn,
Not to listen to u.
And tell u one last time,
I love u.

My love for u,
Will always stay.
Nothing not even u can change that.
And u need to accept it.
So this is good bye,
U’ve lost me.
U have my love,
Even if u don’t want it.
I hope what ever happens in the future,
U never go through what u put me though,
Because if u did,
Everything u did to me
Would be meaningless.

[Queen of Hearts]

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Lonely

No ones here
I'm so alone
No one cares and the world is empty
I'm so lonely
People ignore me
I scream out loud and no one hears me
I'm sad and miserable but no one cares
I'm so alone
I don't exist I'm not there
I'm so lonely

[Indigo Butterfly]

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Confusion

I do not know what to do,
To me, this all is new.
Love was not part of my life,
But it hit me like a knife.
The pain is so real,
I am not sure how to deal.
I thought I knew what love was,
Now I know what it really does.
It tears away at your heart,
Like it is tearing your life apart.
It leaves you in its tracks,
Leaving you to feel your life lacks.
Now I turn to you,
And ask you what to do.
What to do when you feel alone,
These feelings that are my own,
I ask advice from you,
I am so confused.
My feelings do not belong,
I cannot feel strong.
My emotions are all mixed up,
I feel like I am going to erupt.
There is something I must say,
For I fear if I delay,
It might be said to late.
I do not want to mess with fate,
But these feelings are tearing me apart.
I fell in love with someone smart,
Someone who is so sensitive,
And they hold my heart captive.
I look to you,
And ask what I should do.
Tell me how I can make them see,
That someone who really loves them, that’s me.
The reason you are the one I turn to,
Is because love has hurt me through and through,
Love for you.

By [Crimson Angel]

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Isolation

I’m afraid…
Afraid to lose another friend
To put this relationship to an end
I’m afraid…
To where is this year going to lead?
Will I be kept here or will you be freed?

Don’t leave me…
My heart so broken will I feel?
Once I realize this is real?
Will I get over you?

To you my friends I give my love
As I leave to the up above
Please leave me now, do not stay
My heart’s choice won’t ever sway
Let this tie between us disappear
What we wished for is not real
Please turn yourselves away from me
I push you away so you can be free
Go…

Please go…
Don’t let my selfishness keep you here
It’s not for you that I fear
Let me go…
I will not let you feel my pain
In this choice no one can ever gain
As I fall…
Don’t let my darkness hurt your soul
Don’t be hurt by a death you can’t control

To you my friends I give my love
As I leave to the up above
Please leave me now, do not stay
My heart’s choice won’t ever sway
Let this tie between us disappear
What we wished for is not real
Please turn yourselves away from me
I push you away so you can be free
Go…

Never look back…
To the darkness I fall…
Best for you to turn away…

Don’t make me hurt you.

By [Kyromanic]

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I, the shadow

I'm always alone
Distent from everyone
Even in a crowd
I feel so alone

Stuck in a shadow
For all enternity
That cursed darkness
Is part of me

I embrace the pain
Of the long dark nights
Only to become
As cold as ice

Now my heart is safe
Within my walls
Never to feel
Or to fall.

By [Kelaru]

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2004-07-28 [Queen of Hearts]: wow i like ur poems really good. may be i'll put mine up too

2004-07-28 [Crimson Angel]: thanx! I hope you do. I feel weird because mine are the only ones up here!!

2004-07-28 [Dumnorix]: And coming soon, poems from my newest recueil, "Quatrains for languid times"

2004-08-13 [Fyreferret]: I put poems up... but I didn't know how to make the names bold like you did....

2004-08-17 [Queen of Hearts]: *claps* yay i like everyone's poems

2004-08-17 [Queen of Hearts]: i put one up now its crap but oh well

2004-08-20 [Fyreferret]: *glee* Someone made my titles bold! I are computer stupid.

2004-08-20 [Crimson Angel]: yea, I did. I made the site so I try to go through and fix anything I find wrong. By the way, SCB there is no title....

2004-08-20 [Queen of Hearts]: okay i cant do the title bold either

2004-09-05 [Crimson Angel]: Wow those last two really are sad and very good

2004-09-05 [Kelaru]: Are you talking 'bout mine?

2004-09-06 [Crimson Angel]: yea

2004-09-06 [Kelaru]: Thanks

2004-09-06 [Crimson Angel]: your welcome

2004-09-06 [Kelaru]: ^_^

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